NOT FAIR!

Disaat-saat seperti ini aku bener-bener ngdown, gatau harus gimana, masa iyah...... aku sebodoh ini? what's wrong with me ? you'r stupid! deeeer... you show your talent! tpi, disaat seperti ini semuanya ga adil... knpa sih harus mereka-mereka yang ga aku suka be the winner ? apa aku kurang? tapi, jujur masa yg kaya gini aja dera ga maksimal siiiiiih ? ah damn shit aku se PA sama org yg aku benci seumur-umur... please god, what did you for me ? god, if you have plan better tyan for me, oke i wait.... but, why must step by step ? aaaah i wanna scream loudly god. very sad. not fairrrrrrr!